yay ♥

just various clothes from yesstyle i will buy eventually xD

no more commissions, i don't really know what to draw now rofl

i bought a total of 2 things at what was supposed to
be "back to school shopping" at the mall. /shot
( why am i so picky ! )

they're seperate, i just wanted to stick them in the same picture.
i bought the stapless smocked top for layering purposes TuT

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sakura

omg this is why i NEVER draw naruto fanart.
it looks stupid.
my style looks stupid with kishimoto's characters.
orz

YEAH DONE ♥

NO MORE COMMISSIONS !!! YAY ♥♥♥

the hair was a major pain. i think i spent as much time
on it as a normal drawing orz

nephalite

third commission for nephalite for her friend.
just a sketch, i hope they don't change their selfy again LOL

every time i try to read my summer homework book,
i fall asleep. IS THIS A SIGN??? help me, it is so boring

hachimitsu

JUST ONE MORE
I CAN'T WAIT TO BE FREE
i wish i could just go "poof" and the last commission would be done "orz

at church i play with an ensemble. the pianist has the
most arrogant air around him. when you're supposed to shake
hands with the people around you, i'm the closest one to him.
he'll reach over the piano to shake the hands of the singers,
guitarists, bassists, heck, he'll wave to the drum kid, who is
the farthest away from him. but when i try to shake his hand,
i'll stand up and reach over my music stand, and he'll put his hand up like in a "don't talk to me" way and keep his eyes on the music.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM

every time he does this and i feel like i'm being rejected,
like "oh you're not good enough, i don't even have to regard you" and
i'm not even the newest person in the ensemble. i hate this feeling
of isolation, this feeling of my ego being crushed again and again. i'm a
self-conscious person to begin with, and this really blows.
i can't stand him. honestly.

good thing he's being shipped off to college, and today was his
last time playing at church.

two downsides
1. now our ensemble leader is pressuring me to replace him.
NONONO i'm not confident at all with piano, AND I DON'T WANT TO
BE COMPARED TO HIM. i'm no where near as good, and i'm not so blind
as to not realize it. i will not subject myself to being his shadow.
never.

2. i play violin normally. so i have to play a solo for the anniversary
of our church in november. he's going to be my accompianist. EFFFFF


on a lighter note, i was rereading naruto chapters, and sasuke's face
never ceases to scare the crap out of me, no matter how many times
i see this page.

OH YEAH KISHIMOTO WHERE IS SAKURA'S CLOSURE ?! godddddd
i really want sakura to go girl power on sasuke

sketch 2

wip for hachimitsu hime on tm
yeah i cant draw wings at all
the pawn girl is too complicated of an outfit so i took off
the shoulder. . . thing. i cant remember what it was called !
and i JUST had it like ten minutes ago

i need to finish these last two
i can't take it anymore, i think i'm going to go crazy
it's getting down to the end of the rope here, i need
to start doing my summer homework like my life depends on it
i had wanted to start rl commissions during july, but that's
not happening because it's kind of obvious my parents don't
support me at all. they don't need to sugarcoat their words.

sketchy

this WAS supposed to be a commission for someone for someone else.
the person keeps changing their selfy "orz
i cannot win

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hikari

i am a total n00b at the watercolor tool "orz
i can't figure it out
anyway some hikari and wizard-pseudo style idk
haven't drawn a decent hm pic in a week or two

how do i find quick motivation to read a boring greek mythology
book for summer hw ?! i have 3 weeks TAT

animezone 3

the final commission for animezone.
TWO MORE AND I AM FREE.
THANK. GOD.

edit //
OH YEAH can you believe the nerve of some people ?!
a few days ago in tinierme, i got this really amazing trade offer,
but i liked my item more than the person was offering so my exact words were "that's a really good offer, but i'm going to pass"
AND YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DID
FLIPPED ME THE BIRD "f*** u"

i blocked them faster than you can say SERVED
i was so proud of myself because i really wanted to pick a fight

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animezone
after my two day trip i feel like i've slowed down a lot
went to chinatown today ( 17th ), going to QVC tomorrow ( 18th )
( technically. to me the day changes when i wake up rofl )

edit/ god my internal clock is so screwed up
i put 16th and 17th respectively

Priest

finally P:

i need a job. gotta find some more money for YesStyle rofl

done.

not my commissions still working
lineart took foreverrrrrrrr


i finished 1L of Tears, will watch special ep tomorrow.
i cried a lot at the end "Orz

back

drew this on friday too


bought a few things while at the shore~
the clips were from the boardwalk & the charm was from a stand
at a festival.


aaaaand while fishing i found a jellyfish ! ★

aWaltz

im on a short trip
blogging from my phone
just posting a finished commission i did yesterday

1L of Tears

I'M GOING TO DO IT
I'M GOING TO WATCH IT
AND I KNOW I'M GOING TO CRY


wip

jeans jeans jeans

no wip this time. it's a bribe and i'm still in planning
this one will probably take two days.

on another note I HATE JEANS
well no really i love them, but i have to shell out the money
to get them hemmed because all jeans are too long for me!
my hips are too wide compared to my height effffff

00 short is the perfect length, but yeah i'm not skin and bones
and i can't squeeze myself into that like my other 5' buddy.
so i settle for 0 short and it goes past my toes ?!

i've also tried kid sizes, which are baggy. 14 is too long, 12 is
too tight, 12 plus is like cargo pants.
NO.
and school is coming fast and i need to find some place that sells
jeans to accomodate short people "orz

animezone

I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST NOTICED THIS.
WHY HOSHINO WHYYYY
why did you have to go and change your drawing style ufffff ;m;
just like natsuki takaya, heck, i dropped fruits basket because of the style change
i really loved your art too but now -- omg i just want to crawl
into a hole i am so disappointed
allen doesn't even look like allen anymore /cries

more wip

the second commission for Nephalite on tinierme~
almost done lineart.

my YESSTYLE clothes came in today ! *u* i'm so happy.
sorry about the bad lighting. they're on my keyboard rofl

wip

whoo 12 am.
i meant to submit a wip at 11:50 so it would still be the
8th but i lost track of time. i was doing so good up until
11:38 :<
not finishing this tonight. the frills were very time consuming,
though insanely easy. that's why i hate frills. they're so easy
i get lazy and end up scribbling them "orz

august 8th ! my order from yesstyle ships out *u* yayyy

EDIT ;
FINISHED ROFL 1:06AM

Taeus

another commission for tinierme~
i didn't think i would finish because i had relatives over today,
but somehow i did. TuT its 1am
/workaholic

thanks !

for 1k hits ;u;
i saw it like 12 hours ago but i wanted to wait til i had something
to post.
still waiting on my commissioner to confirm the trade so i'll
just post lineart for now. if anyone wants to color it link me back
so i can see *u* i'd be honored !!

wip

tinierme commission wip

his hand reminds me of a fork rofl

fortune-telling

". . .I can look into the heart of the person you're interested in."

"Ah, actually. . . I'd. . . (—like to read Wizard's heart ! )"

". . .?"

it's kind of disappointing you can't read his heart.
i think his confession event could've been something like that
that has to do with asking about him and then he goes in for the kill.
:<

( okay i just figured out theres a lamp over his desk i'll add that later
"orz )

twin villages

how strange it is that i like chihiro and licorice the most
from twin villages, them both being the rival for the other
in the versions~

A DRAWING OF LICORICE THAT DOESN'T EVEN LOOK LIKE HER.
the theme today was "harvest moon" and i did it without realizing rofl

can do better

was listening to avril lavigne's i can do better.
so that's where it came from.

idk i kind of have given up on the one a day theme already,
because i'm lazy because it's falling apart a bit, and that doesn't
sit well with me.
/pickyperson